Friday, July 13, 2007
Mhmm, after speaking to somebody exceptionally important to me on the phone, I now realised it just sucks to be in this stage, when everybody is trying to help you, and you're too rebellious to even listen to what's going on.

Tommorow, because of her, I'm going to school, and try to appeal for my case. Fine, that's still not over.

I thought everything had ended at queensway, turning out this shit isn't over. What I meant was, the anger & hate inside of you, hasn't gone away, and is still breeding. Yes I perfectly understand you, as a human being, to have those emotions. But, what's done is done. I don't think of you as small ? And I didn't eat you. Yes yes, you're telling me your world would come and fuck me up bad. But have you ever pondered, who made the first move, who confronted me first, and who asked me what to do about it, without giving me time to respond ?

You're not the only one that has hate& anger inside of you. I do. Yes, I admit, maybe it's kinda wrong to express it like that, but think, did I ever have a option to think of my next move. NO. You guys pushed everything to me like a toddler eating what he doesn't even know. The difference is, I know what's going on, the toddler doesnt. You say it's not your style to say sorry, did I force you to ? It's not my style to be assaulted, could I possibly refuse ?

Yes, you got hit badly by me, no doubt it was a fight. But yes, speaking honestly, you didn't have a option. I understand that. But please, bear in mind, that that was all, purely payback. To not have a chance to even think my options, I wanted you to feel how was it like having 12 people outnumber you, without a chance of retailiating, nor help. Not your people, I know, but your friends, your control.

What I don't understand is how you can just say you're angry and stuff, but please, I'm thinking on your behalf. Yes, you can get angry, but I don't think there should be an aftermath, because we agreed the matter was alreadly resolved. At least I did.

This my point of view, and I hope you understand, thanks and byebye. Oh yeah, please people, I don't really fucking care how much you guys think of me as the villian, but bear in mind, it's either I win of he does. Peace, (:

people undercover, trying to break me apart, that's what their living for ?
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