And finally the silence
Looking out, looking back across the sky
Trying to find a meaning
Knowing that I just left it all behind
Still I smell a lingering softness
Where did she go
How did she go
I wanna wanna know
I wanna know that she'll be coming here to me
Without you I'll never feel the love inside of me
Come on, you know that we belong
Thinking back before her
I never knew the meaning of alone
Still the flag is feeling foreign
I live the day to escape into a phone
Speaking of a world not real then
Cause shes sharp for kisses
And my heart misses
She's coming
She's coming here to me
I'm needing
Desiring to kiss her now
I'm living for her
Breathing for her
Singing for her fairytale
Hmm I just finished American Haunting.FCUKING SCARY LAH.suprising spooky that the director has to same name as me and dedicated the movie to somebody with the same name.
There's a beautiful sky tonight and
if you were by my side then we could share it but your gone.
So come at me with your moon and burn me in the stars
cause nothing matters anymore.
If I could only see you now for about an hour
maybe just a minute
just to ask
What has he got that I don't have?
Is it his blue eyes?
I know brown eyes get boring but I'll wear dark glasses all the time and
hey if you want me to, I'll take a knife to my own bright eyes.
Well, I'll give you a thousand reasons that tonight
you should grant me this one wish.
Like the one year of my life that I gave to you and
now you put me through hell.
You break me up.
I should hate you, but I can't replace you in my heart.
Why am I so pathetic?
I don't get it why you won't return my calls.
Can't you look at me once?
And please if you got a minute,
enjoy this lonely sky with me.
It'll swallow us whole if we only let it.
Cassy wassy! ok here's the 3 words.
I love you/I miss you/Peanuts are cool/ahahah you know you're still missed!
If this sky's going to eat us then I'd like to be digested
into a million pieces with you.
I'd love to be scattered to hell with you.
To hell with you.
Walked away, heard them say
"Poison hearts will never change,"
walk away again.
Turned away in disgrace,
felt the chill upon my face cooling from within.
Hard to notice gleaming from the sky,
when you're staring at the cracks.
Hard to notice what is passing by with eyes lowered.
All the cracks, they lead right to me,
and all the cracks will crawl right through me.
Cass left today.oh wells,enjoy your time in the big apple again!ahahah.Something left unspoken still hasnt been quite spoken yet,and she left quite fast.
"Now she's gone;I'm sleeping with the lights on
And shocks swim through my veins now that she's gone;
I'm sleeping with the lights on"
I won't tell if you don't
I won't cry if you won't
Tell me what to do;the world's not good without you
I wont ask if you don't
I won't take it back if you won't
Just tell me what to say when they all go away
And when the time comes;don't look down,
take my hand,like in the dancing date
don't be sad;no regrets
this isn't over yet.
I won't sleep if you won't
I won't understand if you don't
How can I be strong when you're all alone
I can't fight if you wont
Don't want to try if you don't
Baby,this is my poem for you.
Thank you God,thank you cell leaders,thank you friends.
Kim,I'm sorry.what can I do to see that smile again?
In the taxi, I just can't wait
To pick you up on our very first date
Is it cool if I hold your hand?
Is it wrong if I think it's lame to dance?
Do you like my stupid hair?
Would you guess that I didn't know what to wear?
I'm just scared of what you think.
You make me nervous so I really can't eat
When you smile, I melt inside
I'm not worthy for a minute of your time
I really wish it was only me and you
I'm jealous of everybody in the room
Please dont look at me with those eyes
Please dont hint that your capable of lies
I dread the thought of our very first kiss
A target that I'm probably gonna miss
I'm really tired.Just give what you have left to school and be done and over with.Everything I had,I gave to you.Now what is nothing I don't have?
Hey the guy up there,man I'm really starting to lose what's called Christianity.You said you'll help me.When they forced the "last" cigarette where were you?It's okay.I don't need you anymore.
Slit my wrists, take away the pain.
Slit my throat, everyone’s to blame.
Lost in the fields of confusion.
Restless nights, they're not far away.
I came here for something and I'm not turning back.
Strong in the mind but you still hold my keys.
Keeping my fate deep within your threshold.
Petty inconvenience but it means the whole world to me.
You have the power.
To set me free.
Caught in your grasp, how?
Just let me be.
Give me control out.
Out of these depths.
A fiery hell.
I pray for death.
I've been the wrong one time and time again.
Now I'm on my knees forgive me please.
Tore out my heart and handed to me on a silver platter.
Sew up the hole, emptiness in the place of compassion.
You made me this way.
I am the product of your creation.
Look the other way.
Now you've turned your back on me.
You've turned away from me, the future's much to far away to see.
I hope you learn the truth,
not the way things were meant to be with me and you
Deceit.$25.Eveleen.Town. 4 words to say it all.damn tired.
Life, is floating fast away.
But I look, your head is turned away.
From the moment you left I knew that something wasn't right.
But the feeling inside has kept me up all night.
You and me like one heart-beat.
So slice open my veins.
And let, the romance bleed away.
From the moment you left I knew that something wasn't right.
But the feeling inside has kept me up all night.
Back into what I thought I knew, these words inside me, tell me what to do.
My heart held, in the palm of your hand.
Forget my name now I know, the way to go, this place inside my demented mind.
You saw me bleeding on the bathroom floor.
Damn tired.Damn sick.
A devil in a midnight mass,
He prayed behind stained glass
A memory of Sunday class
Resurrected from the past
Hold your breath and count to four
Pinky swears don't work no more
Footsteps down the hallway floor
Getting closer to my door
I was alive but now I'm screaming
Silent night for the rest of my life
Violent knight at the edge of your knife
Forgive me Father... Won't make it right
You're guilty!
Whisper, whisper, don't make a sound.
Your bed is made, it's in the ground
This is what people in Church are.
looking forward to a flatlined love affair the comfort of a dire
lovesickness I've come to cherish bed sores and the salt in my own tears my
beautiful affliction your kiss festers like a boil I find myself ugly in
your eyes of asylum scenery have you come to take me away take me away
darling you are a disease that spreads like sunshine the vultures make a
halo while they wait for me to die your fingers crawl like flies on peeling
flesh paralyzed you warm me in a cold sweat deadened but moving in seizures
loving in fits of disillusional blurs don't you come near me buried above
ground and rotting you can't take the corpse from his cold this is not a
sickness if I beg it's an addiction throw your flowers to the fever I'm an
abscess with a heartbeat an armspan of dirty needles and a rusted peices
flowers mask the decomposing passion is watching how fast I can deteriorate
desperation is a clotting incision
she makes me go woah! Nicole Low! i love you babe!
When our time is up
When our lives are done
Will we say we've had our fun
Will we make a mark this time
Will we always say we tried
Standing on the rooftops
Everybody scream your heart out
All the love I've met
I have no regrets
If it all ends now, I'm set
Will we make a mark this time
will we always say we tried
by the way I tried to say I've been there;waiting for you.
Passion in my eyes, I lived it everyday, but how could you go?
And Throw it all away?
In my dreams it's me and you, it's there I saw it all come true
As time went by faith in you grew, so one thing's left for me to do
I feel it burn inside, burning me like the rising sun
Lifted into the sky, took away the only thing I loved
I know after tonight all your power crumbles in my arms
So don't worry, I'll be fine, when my life ends, I'll leave this scar
And i felt down i need you there every note and every word seems so hard to take Finally, were destined.
A smoking gun in hand, now don't you realize what you've done
Put a bullet in his back, your hero since you were so young
How could you kill the man who brought salvation through your pain
He must mean everything to end it all this shameful way
I started here so young and helped you get along
Just did it for the love, and people healed through us
Don't live your life in vain, don't take it out on me
You're cracked, so just remember, I'm not your enemy
I don't deserve to fall this way, by a man who felt betrayed
I felt so down now you're around to rescue me
Every note and every word i'm listening
Sometimes problems seem too deep to take
Sometimes I cry thinking my future looks so bleak
I don't derserve to fall this way.Wah school sucks.I've got 7/50 for my math.Like the 3rd time in a row I got 7 sia.Guess Math likes 7.And yippeee I don't have to attend history until my hair gets cut.:D
Theres something that i cant quite explain
i'm so in love with you
you'll never take that away
and if i said a hundred times before
expect a thousand more
you never take that away
well expect me to be
calling you to see
if you're ok when i'm not around
asking if you love me
i love the way you make it sound
calling you to see
do i try too hard to make you smile
to make us smile?
well i will keep calling you to see
if you're sleeping are you dreaming and
if you're dreaming are you dreaming of me?
i thought that the world had lost its sway
its so hard sometimes
then i fell in love with you
then came you
and you took that away
its not so difficult,the world is not so difficult
you take away the old
show me the new
and i feel like i can fly
when i stand next to you
so while if I'm on this phone
a hundred miles from home
i take the words you gave
and send them back to you
i only want to see
if you're ok when i'm not around
asking if you love me
i love the way you make it sound
calling you to see
do i try too hard to make you smile?
to make us smile?
hapee birthday Dani babe!ahahah.Ok.she wants me to dedicate this post to her.so will I.ahahah.Dani dani dani dani the great.thanks for teaching me on how to hack your pc.ahahah.i still love you!ahahahah.
ps.the rock guy is damn stupid.
You're standing there alone
And so am I
But I want you here
By my side
Your smile at me
Is everything
The staring game
That song of love.
I look you in the eyes
I try to read your thoughts
I ask you to go with me
To a far off place.
Oh.
You and me dancing the night away
You can feel my heart beating so hard.
We look eye to eye
And I'm swept away.
On a moonlit walk on the beach
Watching the sunrise for the first time
I'm in a trance
From that one slowdance.
We don't have to talk,
We don't have to laugh at all
I just want you here with me
That nite I talked to her.She's my angel.ahahah.
To that someone.Trust me I'll never forgive you.oh ya,you can jolly well forget about being our cell leader.I dont like,or rather we dont like violent people who beat us up for nothing.
Just like a prayer, your voice can take me there
Just like it used to be, you are a mystery
Just like a dream, you are not what you seem
Just like a prayer, no choice your voice can take me there
Jealousy's an ugly word, but you don't seem to care
Converse behind my back, but now I'm here
Need no one to comply with me though everyone that I defeat
Don"t need you, fuck camaraderie, this rage will never go away
Hatred fuels my blood
I'll burn ya down;You can't help me
One king to watch the horsemen fail
I'll fight 'til the end,I won't help you
I can't trust anyone,See it in my eyes
Now I can understand
It's sorrow that feeds your lies
Whoa, yeah!
You're on my back when the water gets too deep for you to breathe
A crutch for you that won't always be there
Hide in the dark another day
The fear in you is here to stay
So keep the fuck away from me and learn to trust the words I say
Run from me before I tear you down
You chose the wrong side ,it feels so right
I won't help you, let you rot away;Despite what you say
Run towards the light exposing your soul;We won't be there by your side
Salvation's dying;Somebody's crying
We're all gone in the end
Sweet child we'll miss you
No, so far away, far away
ahahah.Soccer.Then whole evening spent with Nicole Koh.ahahahah.and Shaun.watched tokyo drift.obviously i've got only one verse stuck in my head;
I wonder if you know,
How they live in Tokyo,
If you seen it then you mean it
Then you know you have to go.
Fast and furious! (Kitaa!) (Drift, Drift, Drift)
Fast and furious! (Kitaa!) (Drift, Drift, Drift)
Give me your hand, blood is spilt and man will follow
Conceived and born was one of light
Infernal man, punishment too great to bear
Rain and dark, the other born black night
Raise your head and taste the courage
the one of the light
Fall from grace, unholy night
I've come here to kill you,
won't leave here until you've died
Murder born of vengeance,
I closed my brothers eyes tonight...
It's cold tonight as the clouds turn grey
and from my hands to my brothers grave
You took his side, you took his gift,
feel the power of a fallen man, crestfallen man...
Far away in this land I must go,
out of the sight of the One.
A punishment sent from His hands
a hardship that no one should know
Now go out of the sight of the One,
away in this land you must go.
Ahahah.I got only half of my pay today.awwww man.hmm anyways,DANIELLA,is just my little distant cousin.Enough of the askings alr.ahahhah.
Where has he gone? What have you done?
One voice commands from high above this earth.
From the soil his blood cries out to me
Murder, liar, vengeance, deceit.
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's nothing in between
You know the truth
Nothing left to face
There's nothing left to lose
Nothing takes your place
When they say
You're not that strong
You're not that weak
It's not your fault
And when you climb up to your hill
Up to your place
I hope you're well
There's nothing left to prove
There's nothing I won't do
There's nothing like the pain
I feel for you
Nothing left to hide
Nothing left to feel
I am always here
hmm went out with Dani the monkey.ahah.she's my distant cousin eh..just realised.ahahahahah.then watched Lake house.I swear it's boring.boring boring.then saw andrew and belle there.Sitting like infront of us only.So went out with them after that.ahah.fun.
What you want
What you lost
What you had
What is gone is over
What you got
What you love
What you need
What you have is real
When you prayed every prayer that you know how to pray
Just remember the Lord will hear and the answer is on it's way
Our God is able;He is mighty;He is faithful
He never sleeps,
He never slumbers,
He never tires of hearing our prayer
When we are weak he becomes stronger
So rest in his Love and cast all your cares on Him
God gave me something back to me at FOP.I just had his reassurance and his care.
Baby set me free from this misery
I can't take it no more
Since you went away nothing's been the same
Don't know what I'm living for
Here I am so alone
And there's nothing in this world I can do
Until you're back here baby
Miss you want you need you so
There's a feeling inside I want you to know
You are the one and I can't let you go
So I told you lies even made you cry
Baby I was so wrong
Girl I promise you now my love is true
This is where my heart belongs
Cause here I am so alone
And there's nothing in this world I can do
And I wonder, are you thinking of me
Cause I am.
And I wonder
Are you ever coming back in my life?
And there's nothing in this world I can do
ahahah.History's the breeze.I bet you I'll pass.Proooo-ded.ahahah.
Hey you,yeah you.I need you back.Love,like a cough,cant be hidden.I want you to want me.I need you to need me.I'm begging you to beg you.I love you to love me.
I'm sick of second chances
Cigarettes turn to ashes
I'm standing under street signs
To know the places I've been my whole life
I watch the hours pass us
Another one burns to ashes
I'm waiting for your phone call
To come and save me so you can break my fall
I will stand outside, wait for you to come find me
I will keep on my light by my bed till you get home
And I won't sleep tonight, till you get home
I won't sleep tonight, till you get home
My bed light's burning brighter
Boiled like a boxed in fighter
You've got me fighting pillows
My eyes just won't close till you're at my side
The hours slip to morning
I see the sun coming up
I'm turning off the TV
I'm watching faster than you gave up on
I got your letters that you sent to me
And it feels like summer
But your far away from me
When I need you here
Ahahahah.I think I'll fail my chinese.and my math i've got only 3/30.Wow.at least i've got 10% this time round.