Monday, April 23, 2007
Hmm, what do you call it, when a perticularly painful breakup can cause many things to "lag" towards one party?
I don't know honestly. 3 weeks and counting, my mind it kinda races, when I think of you so happy, but at the same time, I'm happy yet angry. I'm sure I voiced this out to you before.You seem as happy as you've ever been. My chance of being open was broken and now I'm worse than convicts, which I don't even know, when I'll ever get a chance to get out of this pain and sorrow, maybe never.
My words, whatever I speak, they all don't seem to come out right when I'm face to face standing next to you. But, I'll still try my very best to say, I'm happy for you.:)
If only, I had. Unfortunately this 4 words are the only comforting words pleasing to my ears.
when I sleep I dream and it's gets me by, I could make believe that you're here, tonight.(:
Solo boogie boogied \ 10:20 PM